Category: Health And Wellbeing

The Myth of Marriage

9/11/2023

“Jesus said to them, “The sons of this age marry and the women are given in marriage, but those who are considered worthy to attain to that age and the resurrection from the dead, neither marry nor are given in marriage; for they cannot even die anymore, for they are like angels, and are sons of God, being sons of the resurrection.”
---Luke 20:34-36

One of the greatest betrayals of Christ by organized religions is the institution of marriage. So much so, that the institution of marriage is mistakenly misconstrued with betrothal. Whereas marriage involves an oath and a witnessed ceremony, betrothal simply involves a promise. That promise is an assurance that the betrothed will be faithful to one another and remain true to Christ’s commands.

EARLY FORMS OF MARRIAGE
Marriages were originally conceived of before the flood. (Matthew 24:38) The arrangements conveyed a partnership and involved blood sacrifices. These arrangements were made between two men.

These men strayed from Christ’s teachings and coveted the beasts of the earth. They worked together to enslave these beasts and treated them without care. They used these beasts to carve out earthly dominions and created want and envy amongst their brethren.

These same men then turned their attention toward the wiifs and daughters of their brethren. They began to murder men whose wiifs and daughters they coveted and then subjugated the women for adultery. Through force, they also subjugated men who had had innovative ideas to improve living conditions. This subjugation was the first form of slavery.

The institution of marriage was renewed within Egypt after the flood. This time however, the institution involved men and women. Rival factions bonded with one another through marriage ceremonies and solidified their ties with blood oaths and animal sacrifices. Polygamy was common, especially within families of nobility, and the purpose of these marriages was to perpetuate the bloodline.

After David’s death in 10,000BC, the practice spread into Europe and Asia. Three thousand years later, Roman nobility extended the practice to include doweries. Families with prized women were offered gold, silver, livestock, and produce in exchange for marriage rights. That said, Roman law stipulated that a man could only have one spouse and that those partnerships were bonded unto death.

Roman law did not discourage promiscuity. It was commonplace for men of nobility to have concubines and for women of ranked nobility to hold eunuchs. Pedophilia also occurred frequently, especially within the Roman legions. Roman soldiers often raped and sodomized children that had captured in battle. This practice caught on with Roman Senate and families of ranked nobility and remained in effect through the fall of the Roman Empire.

ROMAN MARRIAGES
The Roman Catholic Church was commissioned by Emperor Nero in 54AD, and the institution of marriage was integrated into their rituals. The dowery concept accompanied the ritual, and the ritual spread throughout Europe. Men and women were originally consecrated in marriage in the name Saints or patrons of the church. This violated Christ’s teachings about vows and oaths and subordinated the men and women bound in marriage to the will of man rather than Christ’s will.

These ceremonies evolved over time, and vows to the demon known as God were integrated into the consecration rituals. God happens to be the self-given name of a demon that took form after the flood, and he reigned over Europe throughout Ancient Rome.

Over time, these vows completely replaced vows made in the names of saints or wealthy patrons of the church. Between 48AD and 54AD, Roman Centurions had rewritten holy manuscripts and replaced references to Christ with the word God. This desecrated Christ’s teachings on the subject of vows and oaths made in the temple. (Matthew 23:21)

During the 5th Century AD, a secret society spread from Rome throughout Europe that would become known as the Jesuits (pronounced Jeez-u-it). They built monasteries, and the institutions were structured much like the partnerships that formed before the flood. That said, these partnerships included five or seven fallen men.

Roman Centurions chartered the monasteries and operated them much like businesses. That said, the activities that occurred within the monasteries’ walls resembled the goings on within Sodom and Gomorrah before the cities were laid to waist by Christ.

During the 11th Century AD, Pope Gelasius II (ne Giovanni Caetani) commissioned the founding of Benedictine monasteries. These monasteries were founded by former slaves to the Holy Roman Empire that had allowed themselves to be sodomized by Papal authorities for their freedom. In exchange, they were bonded to one another for all eternity.

Jesuit nunneries followed shortly the establishment of Benedictine monestaries. Originally designed as orphanages, they were rewarded to Papal concubines that had remained faithful in service. The orphanages were known for their cruelty and became dens of inequity. To survive, many of the orphans made blood pacts with one another. In effect, they were the first prisons. Cosa Nostra was in fact birthed through these orphanages. That organization still serves the Roman Catholic Church to this day.

THE ANGLICAN INFLUENCE
The Church of England mirrored the Vatican’s practice Benedictine monasteries and Jesuit nunneries. Angelicin monasteries were first commissioned by British lords shortly after the death of King Rhys ap Tewdwr in 1093AD. Like their Benedictine counterparts, Anglican monks released from bondage after agreeing to sodomize their bonded captors. These monasteries were also commissioned in pairs.

Anglican nunneries were run by educated peasant women that pledged fealty to the Ladies of British royal houses, and Anglican orphanages were separated by sex. The male-run orphanages became bastions for thievery and the female-run orphanages became training grounds for courtesans.

Young maidens trained as concubines to serve the pleasures of the King, his court, and the royal family. These women married themselves into servitude with the British Empire, and the practice caught on throughout Europe during the Protestant Reform. As with the Roman Republic and the Roman Empire, polygamy quickly spread through these circles and homosexuality became common practice.

MODERN MARRIAGE
At the behest of eight family networks that control global financial markets, the Roman Catholic Church, the Church of England, Protestantism, and the The Jesus Christ Church of Later-day Saints.. have all pushed the institution of marriage and procreation. This despite Christ’s teachings on the subject. (Luke 20:24-40) In effect, children have been trained to believe that they are married into their family and that they are obligated to further the ambitions of their family.

Through books, media and other forms of entertainment, the concepts of natural love and fidelity have been perverted to conform with the interests of these eight family networks. Their roots of these eight families trace back to Roman nobility, and all eight are Satanic. All eight buy into the belief of Manifest Destiny and the notion that Christ will be killed.

When he was imprisoned by Roman Centurions on the Isle of Majorica (ne Corcica), the Apostle Paul wrote “I say to the unmarried and to widows that it is good for them if they remain even as I. But if they do not have self-control, let them marry; for it is better to marry than to burn with passion.” (1 Corinthians 7:8-9) Outside natural love, the feeling of passion he describes are artificial. They are a violation of the Tenth Commandment and a warning sign that Satan has you in his sights. (Exodus 20:17)

The concept of love is eternal, and covenants made until death have been bonds of slavery for most couples. Shackled together they have been taught to forage for creature comforts and forgo Christ’s teachings. His message was to go forward and make disciples of all and to enjoy the fruits we are given. Sadly, the churches that branched from Catholicism and Catholicism itself have refused to propagate this message. Instead, they have become the antithesis of everything He taught and have enabled idolators to create bonds of marriage that resemble the ones that existed before the flood.

“Jerusalem, Jerusalem, who kills the prophets and stones those who have been sent to her! How often I wanted to gather your children together, the way a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you were unwilling. Behold, your house is being left to you desolate! For I say to you, from now on you will not see Me until you say, ‘Blessed is the One who comes in the name of the Lord!’”
---Matthew 23:37-39

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Author: Erik Gagnon - Managing Partner, Chi Rho Consulting

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Thoughts on Monogamy and Celibacy from a Former Espionage Agent

8/30/2023

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“Or what woman, if she has ten silver coins and loses one coin, does not light a lamp and sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? And when she has found it, she calls together her friends and neighbors, saying, ‘Rejoice with me, because I have found the coin which I had lost!’ In the same way, I tell you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of Christ over one sinner who repents.”
---Luke 15:8-10

I was raised in an abusive household, and that fact had a lot to do with my recruitment by the British Crown’s foreign intelligence service. It is a little-known fact that the GCHQ actively recruits naive and willing agents from their former colonies through the Masonic Order and that’s what happened to me. I was willing to die for king and country and nation and flag, and the GCHQ exploited the abuse I’d suffered to further the interests of the Crown. Later in my career, the CIA did much the same.

I spent thirty-three plus years as a field officer for the GCHQ, the first twenty as a commissioned combat officer and the last thirteen-plus as a deep-cover Major Lieutenant., During that time, I forsook meaningful relationships for the sake of my missions and nearly died a hundred times over. It was a lonely, grueling lifestyle.

THE HOUSEHOLD IN WHICH I GREW UP
The man who raised me is and was a sodomite in a scriptural sense, and so are many members of extended family. That man sexually abused me; and he was routinely abused my mother. Members of my extended family did much the same, and their depravity shaped my values and belief system from an early age. Nearly all of them are still alive.

The man who raised me has a snap temper and he frequently abused my mother. Some of my earliest memories include witnessing that man routinely exploit her good nature, watching him violate her body against her will, and listening to him verbally abuse her unrelentingly. Somewhere around the age of four, I decided I had had enough and made it a point to defend my mother. From that point on, I bore the brunt of his verbal abuse and his physical threats.

The man who raised me is not my biological father. The DNA does not match, and my mother is not aware of this fact. She is an alcoholic and was raped multiple times before my birth by family members whilst she was in a stupor: twice by a brother-in-law and once by a sister-in-law. Through Christ’s grace, my mother has no recollection of the rapes she experienced at the hands of her in-laws. That said, other family members knew about the rape incidents and they have never come clean with her.

My mother’s marriage to this man was loosely arranged by her stepfather. He, too, had abused her verbally, and he persuaded my mother that she could do no better than this man. This occurred after her stepfather convinced her to steer clear of the man of her life, the son of a wealthy car dealer from Wheaton, Illinois that went by the name Walter.

My mother has a brilliant mind and was an incredibly beautiful young woman. The type of woman that turned heads on the street. Her stepfather introduced her to alcohol in the form of Gin at the age of fifteen and would play mind games with my mother after he had given her a couple of drinks.

The man who raised me repeated this same pattern with my mother. He would feed my mother alcohol on the weekends when he was home to sedate her. He would then tell my mother grandiose plans for their future when the effects of the alcohol began to set in. This man continued to do so until my mother’s health began to fail a couple years back. From a psychological perspective, he is what you would call an enabler and would also be categorized as a sociopath.

The man who raised me is cowardly. Like any sociopath, he would take advantage of me in leveraged situations. For example, he would verbally berate me and attempt to humiliate me in public. This was especially true during my adolescence and early teen years.

This man would mock me for what he considered my shortcomings and attempt to instill insecurities as he had with my mother. That said, I didn’t roll over. I would often push back until his rage nearly boiled over and physical confrontation occurred. To quell these occurrences, I learned to lie at an early age and told him exactly what he wanted to hear simply to placate his ego.

During my infancy, the man who raised me sexually abused me multiple times on the weekends when my mother ran errands. He would drink beer, turn on the television, and set me in his lap. When I began to fall asleep, he would tug at my genitals, and I would begin to cry. I can remember his merciless repetition of this act and his laughter as I lay there helpless. He knew what he was doing, and he derived perverse pleasure from the torture he inflicted.

The man who raised me often physically harassed my mother in the kitchen. He would assert his physical dominance over her and grope her in unwelcoming ways. My mother would fight him off and often wind up in tears. When this occurred, the man who raised me would let out the same type laugh.

Around the age of four, I reached a breaking point and decided to become my mother’s protector. When the temper of the man who raised me became heated, I would distract his attention away from my mother. He liked to watch the news during dinner and opine on the events of the day. I would counter his points with points of my own and continue a tit for tat until he told me to shut my mouth. That was generally enough to keep him from harming my mother.

Even though I did not receive a catechism or religious training, Christ’s commands were written on my heart. Therefore, I did my best to refrain from physical confrontations with the man who raised me and I also refrained from name calling. That said, when the man who raised me verbally abused my mother away from the dinner table, I would often step in to defend her.

His verbal abuse of the two of us was commonplace when he was in town, and I made a point to steer clear of him the best I could. Starting around the age of eight, I began to spend a lot of time on the streets and was frequently taken in by neighbors for supper. I learned to hustle and barter for money and told lies about the situation at home mostly to protect my mother from the wrath of the man who raised me other than anything else.

MY EXTENDED FAMILY
The man who raised me was not the only member of my family that molested me. One of his younger sisters also violated me during my infancy and two of my cousins violated me during my adolescence. Like most children, I swept the traumatic experiences to the back of my mind after they occurred. I did not begin to reflect upon these incidents until years later.

My aunt molested me the day of my Christening. While placing a gift upon my crib, she bent down, kissed me on the lips and slipped her tongue into my mouth. I was halfway asleep when this occurred, and I began screaming. My mother had to console me for over an hour afterward.

At the age of four my mother and I went to visit my grandmother and her stepfather. A cousin of mine happened to also be visiting them at the time. She was eleven years older than me blossoming into her sexuality, and she proceeded to molest me during the visit.

One evening before bed, she entered the guest room, approached me, and kissed me directly on the lips. I turned flush and my heart raced. Afterward, she smiled seductively ad then exit the room while keeping eye contact with me. A couple of minutes later, she returned to the guest room and kissed me a second time with more exuberance. That second kiss left me feeling numb.

She wasn’t the only cousin of mine that molested me. A year later, a paternal cousin seven years my elder gave me a long, passionate kiss in front of her brother with whom I was close. She then told me to sit by her and held my hand in a sensual manner. That kiss and her affectionate gestures were designed to make her brother jealous, and they did.

My male cousin told our parents about what had occurred and the man who raised me berated me in front of the family. Afterward, my aunt and uncle led my cousins out of the house and my male cousin held his head down in shame. I learned years later that he held some sort of romantic feelings of his own for me at the time.

I didn’t think much about these incidents until years later, but each had a profound influence on my sex life. There was no romantic affection demonstrated within the house I grew up in, and my ideas of romance mostly stemmed from literature and film. Having witnessed the abuse my mother routinely suffered, love and romance became heavenly ideals for me and the moments of physical intimacy I experienced with my girlfriends were cherished.

I began to seek close relationships with women early on in life and longed to find a soulmate. At the age of fifteen, I began a romantic relationship with the daughter of a Cosa Nostra captain and fell in love with her, but it was never meant to be. She, too, came from an abusive household and it was a volatile relationship. I learned years later that her father had kept her from her true soulmate for business purposes.

The man who raised me worked with a mid-level British Freemason who gathered intelligence on the organization’s behalf. He was aware of the violent disposition the man who raised me possessed, and he was also told about my above average intelligence. Additionally, the man who raised me shared details of my mother’s family’s escape from Fascist oppression and Soviet occupation in Latvia during World War II with this man.

In turn, the GCHQ was made aware of these details by his superiors. and they began to monitor my activities when I first entered grammar school. By the time they reached out to me during my senior year of high school, they had assembled a comprehensive psychological profile. The GCHQ was aware of my makeup, and they exploited my vulnerabilities. In was coached to forego my natural instincts and encourage to become promiscuous to achieve my mission tasks.

ACTING AGAINST CHRIST’S COMMANDS
The GCHQ helped place me into Princeton University on an emersion assignment and also to groom me for future assignments. The university has long been a bastion for the children of Cosa Nostra bosses and underbosses, and my drinking behavior fit in with their crowd. For the duration of my education, not only did I socialize with these people, I also assisted in collecting profile assessments on them for future use.

During my time at Princeton, I targeted women that had been involved with the children of Cosa Nostra bosses or underbosses for romantic relationships. I also had a handful of sexual encounters with their daughters as well as their mistresses. Although these relationships and sexual encounters helped me achieve my assigned objectives, my promiscuity left me feeling empty inside. Simply put, I was unable to develop healthy relationships with due to my oath of service.

After I graduated from Princeton, I spent a brief period in Northern Virginia where I completed advanced combat training and field awareness training. Afterward, I was place on assignment in Kansas City, Kansas. There, I monitored the movement of money in and out of the area and made a sketch of Cosa Nosta’s base of operations for the GCHQ. Whilst on assignment there, I met a woman and fell in love for the second time. That relationship also was never meant to be.

The Woman I met in Kansas City had had a daughter from a previous relationship. I developed a bond of intimacy with this woman I had never experienced before and looked upon her daughter as my own. That said, I was never able to give myself to them wholly and completely due to the nature of my assignments.

Three years into the relationship, I took an honest look at myself and realized that I that the risks of remaining in the relationship were too great. I could not be honest with them about the nature of my work, and I was unwilling to place their lives at risk. I also had chemical dependency issues and realized full well that I would be a poor male role model for her daughter. In short, I loved them both dearly and ended the relationship for their wellbeing.

Afterward, I engaged in a couple of casual flings and then jumped into a relationship with a woman who distantly reminded me of the woman I had loved. Like the woman I loved, this woman had an outgoing personality. She also happened to have a similar hair color. With little thought, I asked this woman to marry me and she said yes. That relationship turned out to be an unmitigated disaster.

At heart, I knew the relationship was doomed from the start. Most telling was an incident that occurred shortly after we became engaged. I happened to be on a restricted diet, and the woman I was about to marry made dinner for me one night. The meal didn’t accommodate my restricted diet, and I kindly had to pass.

After I said "no, thank you" and explained why I was unable to eat what she had prepared, my fiancée flew into a rage and threw a full serving plate directly at my head. I dodged the plate and it smashed into the wall of her kitchen. As she continued to curse me out, I I heard a gentle man’s voice outside myself speak to me. That voce said one word emphatically: “run!”

In the years since that incident occurred, I have come to realize that the Holy Spirit spoke to me that day. Instead of heeding His warning, I ignored the voice and proceeded ahead with the wedding. Nevertheless, my fiancée’s reaction that night was indicative of what I routinely experienced during the four-plus years we were together. She was unfaithful and abusive throughout the relationship, and it is only through Christ’s grace that I escaped the marriage.

After the divorce, I distanced myself from relationships and turned to pornography as a coping mechanism to deal with the loneliness of my existence. That said, I began a relationship with an older woman whom I’d met online shortly before completing my last assigned combat mission. That relationship also turned into a disaster.

Without going into much detail, I’ll simply say that this woman distracted me from my missions. She was a high maintenance woman and there little to no emotional intimacy. I broke up with her shortly before I completed the second of my assigned combat missions, and that decision was for my own good.

RETURNING TO THE FOLD
In April of 2013, I survived a planned assassination attempt. I was placed in a coma and spent nearly six months in the hospital recovering from my injuries. Afterward, I spent nearly two years in Colorado undergoing additional surgeries along with intensive physical therapy.

During that time, I was introduced to a woman my same age through my mother. That woman came from a powerful political family, and she was going through a divorce. We quickly hit it off. She happened to be a gentle and caring soul very much like mother and she had a keen wit. She also happened alcoholic.

I cannot say that I was good for this woman, nor that she was good for me. We began a physical relationship after her divorce was finalized, and her drinking became worse afterwards. Concerned for her health, I reached out to her sister and their childhood nanny for help. The woman’s illness became progressively worse, and I finally had to leave her for my own health and wellbeing.

I have been bothered by the fact that the two of us engaged in a physical relationship and I wound up leaving her. That said, I had yet to come to terms with my intelligence career nor the effects it had on my behavior. I was still deep under cover when I was involved with this woman and hadn’t reflected on the fact that I had used physical relationships as a crutch much like alcohol to cope with the stresses of my assignments.

In the time since I first accepted Christ into my heart, my feelings about monogamy and the sanctity of romantic relationships have only grown stronger. Thar t was shortly after I completed the last of my assigned combat missions for the GCHQ. In the time since, memories of the training and instruction I received have begun to come back. In retrospect, I can honestly say that I did not like the man I was trained to be: a remorseless killer and an adulterer.

I have been privileged to know a handful of strong and loving couples in my life, and I can honestly say that there is nothing more beautiful than a man and a woman who are wholly and fully devoted to Christ and to one another. Christ’s word and His teachings always remain true, and they resonated with me during the two brief periods I experienced true romantic intimacy in my life. Aside from the brief time in Kansas City, my career with the GCHQ was a shallow and isolating existence.

AN UNEXPECTED IRONY
I have been celibate for nearly a decade now and have been at peace with the decision. I can say unequivocally that some of the greatest times of my life have occurred in recent years during periods of quiet meditation and prayer. My alone time with Christ has afforded me periods of peace and serenity unlike any I have ever known. I wouldn’t trade those for the world.

The woman from Kansas City whom I had loved came to mind repeatedly during my meditation sessions in 2018, and I turned to Christ for guidance. She was always a woman of faith and memories of her devotion to Christ returned to my memory. Shortly afterward, I looked her up through Facebook and came to learn that she had married.

It was evident by what she posted on her Facebook page that she was miserable in her marriage. She was a brilliantly artistic woman, and her feed was dotted with pleas for help. Upon reviewing her feed, I once again turned to Christ for guidance. Through prayer and meditation, I was called to reach out to her directly and did so on Thanksgiving Day of 2018.

The same day I reached out to her, I learned that my first romantic partner from high school had taken her own life. I did some digging afterward and came to learn that she had been involved in an abusive marriage arranged through her father. I broke down and cried when I learned of this and then suppressed my desire to seek retribution.

Shortly after I first reached out to the woman from Kansas City, I wrote her a twenty-page letter and confessed to what she had meant to me. Prayer and meditation guided me through the letter. I spoke about my involvement with the GCHQ and the CIA, the attempt on my life, and the changes I had gone through since accepting Christ into my heart.

Afterward, I sent her a second letter and told her that I was aware that she was unhappy in her marriage. I then began to investigate the circumstances of her marriage. What I discovered disturbed me greatly. It was also somewhat ironic given the focus of my assignments with the GCHQ.

The marriage had been arranged by her eldest brother. That man had gone on to become a mid-level drug dealer within the suburbs of Kansas City after I broke up with this woman. So, too, had her two other brothers. Together, they ran a crystal meth distribution ring and paid fealty to Cosa Nostra. They were mid-level gangster at best, but they had dreams of expanding their distribution ring.

The man my former girlfriend had married came from a prominent Kansas City family that had made money in the agricultural business, and he had dreams of becoming a Mafioso of some sort. My former girlfriend’s brother thought he could exploit him, so he introduced that man to my former girlfriend. I learned that my former girlfriend’s eldest brother had bullied her into the marriage by basically telling her that it would be good for the family.

In turn, the man my former girlfriend married wound up selling agricultural secrets to the Chinese. The deal was arranged through my former girlfriend’s brother’s original drug suppliers.

The man my former girlfriend married also made routine business trips out to the West Coast and solicited call girls and hookers during these excursions. Worst of all, I learned that he was both physically and verbally abusive with my former girlfriend. This last fact left me seething with anger.

When I learned of the abuse, I refrained from retribution and turned to Christ. Through prayer and meditation, I was called to write a letter to my former girlfriend’s daughter. Within the letter, I outlined a portion of what I knew and urged my former girlfriend’s daughter to intercede on her mother’s behalf. I also conveyed that I had loved her as my own.

Not long after sending the letter, I learned that my former girlfriend was murdered by her husband. Shortly afterward, her daughter was also murdered. Both murders hit me heard, and the latter especially so. My former girlfriend’s daughter had been involved with a low-level solder that worked for her uncle. The entire family was whipped out in a gangland killing, and I happened to be familiar with the families behind the murder.

Rather than seek retribution for their murders, I stepped back and turned the matter over to Christ. It would have been easy for me to have taken the perpetrators out, but doing so would have corrupted my soul in the process. I am not the same man I was during my time with the GCHQ. Christ Himself rescued me from the gates of hell and I have no intention of ever returning to what I once was.

In my mourning, I scoured my former girlfriend’s social media pages one last time and discovered that she had remained true to her first love, the father of her daughter. Her Instagram page had a handful of soft messages longing for his return. Without equivocation, I can say that learning of this brought joy to my heart.

I had loved their daughter as my own and I know that she and her mother are both with Christ. This was revealed to me through the Holy Spirit the day both their murders took place. I happen to know of the man who fathered my former girlfriend’s daughter, and he’s turned out to live a decent life. I know in my heart that the two of them will be reunited with him through Christ. Knowing this has given me a degree of solace.

FINAL THOUGHTS
Last August, after thirty-four years of service, I officially resigned my commission with the GCHQ. I also terminated my arrangement with the CIA. Shortly afterward, I shared details of the abuse I suffered at the hands of the man who raised me with my mother. The details included the times he had molested me in my infancy.

I would like to say that this confession brought with it some healing, but it hasn’t. My mother is a firm state of denial over what occurred. She has also glossed over the abuses she suffered of her husband. In effect, the conversations I’ve had with her regarding these matters have been much like speaking with a combative teenager.

From a psychological perspective, my mother’s reaction seems to be a twisted form of Stockholm Syndrome. She’s nearing the end of her life and has guilt over her alcohol dependency during my adolescence and teen years. She is also still together with the man who raised me, and he continues to abuse her.

There is a part of me that would like to rip apart the man who raised me as well as other members of my extended family that abused my mother and me. Nevertheless, I have backed away from my anger and turned these matters over to Christ. That said, I continue to speak with my mother and there are days where my afternoons are filled with prayer and meditation after speaking with her.

A confidant of mine told me recently that people who molest children do so for one of two reasons. Either they were raised that way and they are simply repeating a pattern, or they have a warped belief that the abuse they engage in is a way of conveying love.

With the family members that molested me and raped my mother, I know for a fact that the first explanation isn’t true. While my paternal grandfather was a heavy-handed man and a degenerate gambler, he did not sexually abuse his children. My grandmother never would have allowed it. She was an astute woman, and she would have known if something like that had occurred within her household.

I have no animus or anger toward my mother for her alcoholic behavior. In fact, I am sympathetic to a degree. She happened to love her biological father dearly and he passed away when she was eleven My grandmother remarried shortly afterward to bring a degree of stability to the home and she happened to choose a charming abuser. That set the tone for my mother’s life.

In effect, my mother never matured beyond the age of fifteen. She has always done her best to care for me despite her shortcomings and I love her dearly for that. In contrast, I have little love for the man who raised me nor for my extended family.

A few years back, I asked the man who raised if he believed in Christ. He immediately became confrontational with me and shouted tritely, “I’ll believe in him when I see him!” I have forgiven that man for the abuse he inflicted upon me, but it is my intention to never speak with him again. His heart was hardened long ago.

As for the GCHQ and their exploitation of my upbringing, the fact that they attempted to assassinate me last April after I refused another combat assignment tells you all you need to know. I was no more than a dispensable asset to them for the beginning, and my loyalty was all for naught. After I accepted Christ into my heart, I was useless to them.

The British Crown has little regard for the Magna Carta and the principles of liberty and freedom. It took me more than thirty years to realize this, but it’s true. The same can be said for the powerbrokers that control the American government. Specifically, the Federal Reserve Board and the interests they serve. They, too, have little regard for the Constitution of the United States and the Bill of Rights. Like their British counterparts, the board members of the Federal Reserve and the families they represent believe these documents as no more than window dressing.

Christ warns that “it is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle, than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of heaven.” (Matthew 19:24) That said, it has been a humiliating experience to realize that the interests I severed for thirty-three-plus years have little or no regard for the Ten Commandments nor for Christ’s teachings. Intrinsically, these were the principles that lured me into the intelligence community in the first place. When the powerbrokers and kingmakers I once served speak publicly of such things, their words are filled with empty platitudes.

“But no one can enter the strong man’s house and plunder his property unless he first ties up the strong man, and then he will plunder his house.
‘Truly I say to you, all sins will be forgiven the sons and daughters of men, and whatever blasphemies they commit; but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is guilty of an eternal sin.’”
---Mark 3:27-29

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Author: Erik Gagnon - Managing Partner, Chi Rho Consulting

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The Best Advice Ever Given to Me For Successfully Exiting the Intelligence Community

8/20/2023

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“On that day, the one who will be on the housetop, with his goods in the house, must not go down to take them out; and likewise the one in the field must not turn back.”
---Luke 17:31

My mother once said to me, “Go out of this world the same way you came in. Clean.” She told me this after she expressed concerns over my use of tobacco.

My chemical dependency played a big part in my recruitment by the GCHQ. By the age of fifteen, I had turned to alcohol and tobacco to cope with the stresses of an abusive household. The man who raised me was a violent and abusive man, and so too were other members of my extended family.

I protected my mother from the violence and verbal abuse the best I could and bore the brunt of the abuse from the man who raised me. Despite her frailty, my mother was honest and true with her advice and still is to this day.

The words my mother spoke were antithetical to the environment in which we lived. Aside from my mother, my mother’s mother and her father, and my paternal grandmother, my family was filled with sodomites and venal men and women. They lied, they cheated, they stole, and their deceived. They glamorized criminals and they coveted material possessions. They proved capable of murder, rape, torture, and incest and deceived themselves into believing they were sacrosanct.

Both sides of my family experienced hardships growing up. My mother’s side of the family narrowly escaped Soviet occupation in Latvia and fled to the West with all they could carry. The paternal side of my family were the product of the Great Depression. My paternal grandfather burned down the family farm to pay off gambling debts and then turned to a life of petty crime after my grandmother kicked him out of the house.

My mother never talked about her experiences growing up, but the other members of my family exaggerated their hardships. This was especially true on the paternal side of my family. If you asked each of them, they would have you believe they came from one of the poorest families to survive the Great Depression.

My grandmother was a strong, stoic woman who kept a roof over the heads of her seven children despite the fire my grandfather had set. She fed them and kept them clothed. Outside punishment, her children never missed a meal and all seven were afforded the opportunity to complete high school. Still, they acted as if they were victims of circumstance despite the wealth of love they received from my grandmother.

During my teen years, I had the opportunity to spend summers with both of my grandmothers. Each instilled an appreciation for the esoteric qualities of life. Despite the hardships each had endured, both embraced their experiences and reflected on the past with smiles and fond remembrance. The hash experiences they did share were conveyed with earnest gratitude and stern warnings to never forget the past.

Over the past decade, I have survived two assassination attempts at the hands of my former employers. In addition to my twenty-plus years of active-duty experience with the GCHQ, I also engaged in Black Ops activities for the American CIA. When I accepted Christ into my life, I proved to be expendable. My activities ran afoul of the British Crown and the Federal Reserve and each placed contracts on my life.

After both assassination attempts, my relationship with Christ deepened. Through prayer and meditation, it has been made clear to me that my thirty-plus years in the nation’s service were all for naught. In August of last year, I submitted a written resignation to service academy that had recruited me and began to sever ties with the intelligence community.

In the months since, I have been approached with all sorts of offers to capitalize on my experiences. I have been tempted to write a book, sell my life story to Hollywood, and even go to work for underworld elements I had once infiltrated. I have also been courted with temptations to re-enter government service or go into politics as a lapdog to the powerbrokers and kingmakers I once served.

I have no interest in the offers I have received to and pursue material wealth, power, fortune, and fame. The enticements that have been dangled before my eyes are simply pleasures of the flesh and will be of no consequence in the days to come. Christ reveals that upon the final day of judgment, every stone of every building will be demolished much like the temple of the Pharisees was demolished upon His crucifixion. (Matthew 24:2). Instead, I am preparing myself to go wherever He asks me to go and deliver myself back to Him in the cleanest possible sense.

My rejection of these offers have been countered with threats and persecution I could never have imagined. I am constantly harassed by multiple entities that like to remind me that I am under surveillance. My bank accounts have been compromised and threats have been made on my life and the lives of my loved ones. There is a third global war on the horizon, and the competing powers and the financial interests that back them are demanding that I choose sides.

As I write this, I am drawn back to the lessons my grandmothers taught me, the words concern my mother spoke, and to Christ’s warnings about the endtimes. Given what I know of geopolitical plans for the next decade, it would be disingenuous for me to capitalize on my experiences with a lurid autobiography or semi-fictional embellishments of my exploits. It would also be spiritual suicide for me to re-enter government or commercial service for the ruling elite and kingmakers that have been planning the war that is to come.

On Thanksgiving Day of 2018, Christ sounded an audible alarm. He trumpeted the Clarion Call and announced His return. He gave an audible signal to His faithful and His true that demons are advancing and that the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse were preparing to take wing. In a very real sense, Gabriel blew his horn.

That signal originated in deep space and defied the laws of physics. The signal defied physics and baffled the world’s top scientists and astronomers. Reports of the signal were largely, and deliberately, ignored by the media and by political leaders. Idolators that long ago abandoned Christ’s teachings buried the story so as not to alarm the public and continued to press forward with their unholy agendas as if nothing had happened.

We stand at the apex of civilization and judgment has been rendered. Advances in satellite technology and digital communications have interconnected the entire world. Purveyors of sin have pushed their poisons to all corners of the world, and their cancers have metastasized. In effect, nihilists that control the financial markets and the world’s weaponry are arguing over whether the future of mankind will more closely resemble Sodom or Gomorrah.

Sons and second sons of Israel are secure in knowing that eternal life lies upon the narrow path and that Christ’s Commandments ring straight and true. Beyond the “Abomination of Desolation” He warns of lies the restoration of Eden in full. (Matthew 24:15) To remain true to Christ, I refrain from thinking of the rewards ahead and only focus on the day at hand. The reward is in knowing that my faith grows stronger with each passing day.

“’Remember Lot’s wife. Whoever strives to save his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life will keep it. I tell you, on that night there will be two in one bed; one will be taken and the other will be left. There will be two women grinding at the same place; one will be taken and the other will be left. Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other will be left.’ And responding, they ‘said to Him, ‘Where, Lord?’ And He said to them, ‘Where the body is, there also the vultures will be gathered.’”
---Luke 17:32-37

CHRIST TRANSLATES FROM BEAST TO YEAST. CHRIST RETURNITH.

Author: Erik Gagnon - Managing Partner, Chi Rho Consulting

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Natural Law and the Ten Commandments

8/7/2023

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“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. Or what person is there among you who, when his son asks for a loaf of bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, he will not give him a snake, will he? So if you, despite being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!”
---Matthew 7:7-11

It would be erroneous to believe that the Ten Commandments were not in effect before Christ had Moses etch them into stone upon Mount Sinai. The Commandments are universal and governed the formation of heaven and the earth when Christ issued His first command on the first day: “Let there be light.” (Genesis 1:3)

The need to lay out the Universal Laws of Man in fine detail stemmed from infantile disputes that arose within the Israelites encampments after they had crossed the Red Sea. Keep in mind that that Christ’s chosen nations had been enslaved by the Egyptians for over a thousand years. Even through oral traditions and careful protection of scriptural manuscripts, many of the customs and practices that governed the Christen world were lost upon the fifteen nations Christ led out of bondage. In effect, the Christen world was starting over.

One of the greatest deceptions within the Old Testament lies within the ordering of the manuscripts. The events described in the Book of Exodus occurred during the 4th Millenium BC, whereas the books of Deuteronomy, Leviticus, Joshua, Samuel I & II, Kings I & II, and Chronicles I & II occurred much earlier. The likes of Abram and David existed millennia before Moses and Aaron were even born.

The Christen world collapsed when King David was betrayed in battle in 10,000 BC. Also known throughout Western civilization as Alexander the Great, David continued on where Seth and Abram left off. He built a kingdom based upon Natural Law and governed the kingdom within the boundaries of the Universal Laws of Man.

Before Adam betrayed Christ in the Garden, there was an implied understanding of the Four Natural Laws that govern the universe. These laws are:

Do Not Lie.
Do Not Cheat.
Do Not Steal.
Do Not Deceive.

The 1st Commandment Christ presented to Moses was universally understood before the flood of the Earth: that Christ is omnipotent and do not convince yourself otherwise. (Exodus 20:3) Thus, the creation of the universe went according to His plan.

The same was true with the 2nd Commandment, it was universally understood that Christ Himself was the architect and caretaker of the heaven, the earth, and the celestial bodies. The angels and the beast of the earth understood that His instructions were to be followed to the letter. Thus, the creation of heaven, the Earth, and the celestial bodies met with His approval.

That said, Christ never said the words, “For I am… a jealous God, inflicting the punishment of the fathers on the children, on the third and the fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing favor to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My commandments.” (Exodus 20:4) These words were added to scripture by the Roman Catholic Church during the 1st Century AD as embellishment, and as an form of fealty to a demon that took the name God.

The 3rd Commandment was never necessary before Adam partook in fruit from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. (Genesis 3) The angels of heaven, including the angel Christ punished for encouraging Only (known within modern scriptural translations as Eve) to partake of the fruit, never expressed hatred for Christ.

Neither did the beasts of the earth, and neither did Only. Despite the hardships she endured for her naive transgression of the single command Christ had issued to Adam, Only bore her hardships with grace and dignity.

The 4th and 5th Commandments were also unnecessary before Adam partook of the fruit, and both these commands were embellished by the Roman Catholic Church. The 4th Commandment originally read: “Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy. For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea and everything that is in them, and He rested on the seventh day.” The embellishments listed in Exodus 20:9-10, and the addendum added to the end of Exodus 20:11 that reads “for that reason the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy” were included as a form of fealty to the demon that took the name God.

Those true to Christ have always known that every day is a gift from Christ alone, and a blessing in any circumstance. Similarly, those true to Christ have always conceived of the architect and caretaker of the universe as the Father of all things.

Sons and second sons of Israel have always felt compassion for those who reared us with earnest and sincere love. The addendum to Exodus 20:12 that reads: “So that your days may be prolonged on the land which the Lord your God gives you.” was another embellishment added by the Roman Catholic Church as a form of fealty to the demon that took the name God and also to Roman nobility that parceled the land.

The 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, and 10th Commandments are an extension of the Fourth Natural Law: Do Not Deceive. When Adam attempted to deceive Christ in the Garden about his reasons for dawning a fig leaf and hiding from Christ, Christ cursed Adam with mortality.

In doing so, Christ broke Adam’s body and limited his lifespan to 120 eons. During those 120 eons, the angel Christ cast out of heaven pampered Adam and punished Only. Nevertheless, Only remained true to Christ whilst Adam did not. Even after the initial transgression, Adam repeatedly ate fruit from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. He heaped more burdens upon Only and cursed most of his progeny in the process.

Seth and Seth’s progeny followed their mother’s teachings and remained true to Christ. That said, murder, adultery, theft, and betrayal became commonplace before the flood with Seth’s brethren. Through the influence of demons, these behaviors carried over after the flood outside the Christen world. Following King David’s death and the collapse of his kingdom, this behavior once again spread far and wide.

The 10th Commandment was a warning to the Israelites to turn away from feelings of want and envy and repent should they linger. Like the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, and 5th Commandments, the 10th Commandment has also been embellished by world religions: first by the Roman Catholic Church during the 1st Century BC, and then by the Church of England during the 16th Century AD. Both Churches added caveats to the Commandment as gestures of fealty to the demon that called himself God and to the landed nobility within their empires.

It is impossible to deceive Christ, the architect and caretaker of the universe and all of creation. He is privy to our every thought and every feeling. He knows our true self better than we know ourselves. The care and love He demonstrates to His faithful and His true know no bounds. (Matthew 7:7-11)

During the Eleventh Millennium AD, the peoples of Sodom and Gomorrah listened to Lucifer and began to believe they could deceive Christ. Having already surrendered themselves to Satan, they began to systematically mutilate, rape, and torture the weak and infirm for pleasure and sport. (Genesis 13-14) Christ leveled both cities with an earthquake and turned the inhabitants of Sodom into pillars of salt for their willful disobedience of His laws. (Deuteronomy 29:23)

Before rendering judgment upon Sodom, two angels of the LORD visited the city and were greeted by Lot, a faithful servant of Christ and a man of modest means. Lot urged the angels to spend the night at his residence before they were accosted by a mad crowd. (Genesis 19)

Throughout their visit, Lot remained true to Christ. He knew the angels for what they were, answered their questions without reservation or fear, and was rewarded for his obedience with a warning of the devastation to come.

Before the earthquake leveled the city, Lot, his daughters, and his wife exited Sodom. Lot warned his family not to look back upon the city as he had been commanded, and his wife decided to disobey the command. The angel’s command was an extension of the Fourth Natural Law, and Lot’s wife demonstrated herself a voyeur to the Sodom’s wicked ways. In doing so, she revealed herself to be a Sodomite herself.

The willful violation of Christ’s commands reached a tipping point five years ago, and on Thanksgiving Day of 2018 Christ raised the alarm. He sounded the Clarion Call, giving an audible signal to His faithful and His true that demons are advancing and that the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse were preparing to take wing. In a very real sense, Gabriel blew his horn.

Deep-space sonar stations around the world received this signal weeks later. The signal defied physics and baffled the world’s top scientists and astronomers. Reports of the signal were largely, and deliberately, ignored by the media and by political leaders. Idolators that long ago abandoned Christ’s teachings buried the story so as not to alarm the public and pressed forward with their unholy agendas as if nothing had happened. (Ezekiel 28:2-5)

Christ warned that the days ahead will offer an “Abomination of Desolation” (Matthew 24:15). He warned that men and women that have succumbed to demons will attempt to deceive His faithful about His arrival: “Then if anyone says to you, ‘Behold, here is the Christ,’ or ‘He is over here,’ do not believe him.” (Matthew 24:23) He also warned that His faithful and His true will suffer through tribulations unlike any before.

Now more than ever, it is imperative that sons and second sons of Israel ask Christ to free us of our sin. The activities and behaviors that drove the kingdoms of Sodom and Gomorrah into the arms of Lucifer are alive in well in the modern day. Asking Christ to reveal activities and behaviors we engage in that are detrimental to our wellbeing is a good place to start.

I, myself grew up in an abusive home and turned to tobacco and alcohol as crutches to cope. These coping mechanisms were leveraged against me by my superiors within the GCHQ and used to mold behaviors that violated Christ’s commands. To a degree, use of these substances separated me from Christ and opened the door for purveyors of the dark arts and their demons.

Physical relationships with women also became a coping mechanism for me, especially when I was engaged in deep undercover assignments. That said, I experienced true intimacy with two of the women with whom I had relations and turned to pornography to distance myself from the last.

Distancing myself from intimate relationships was a necessity due to the nature of my assignments. However, the casual sexual encounters I engaged in also opened me up to purveyors of the dark arts and their demons much as alcohol and tobacco use had. This has been especially true since resigning my commission with the GCHQ and coming clean about my espionage activities. Sodomites have exploited my transgressions believing I would forsake Christ.

I have had enough dealings with men and women that surrendered themselves to Satan to know that they will exploit every avenue possible to bring us down with them. They are idolators and covet all they have forsook. The same holds true for misogynists that listen to Lucifer’s lies. Both groups convince themselves that the immoral activities and behaviors they engage in are glamorous and acceptable. These men and women live within a bubble of lies and believe their outside façade hides their inner self from men and women that remain true to Christ’s teachings and to Christ Himself.

It's worth noting that Christ added an eleventh commandment and imparted knowledge of this command to his Apostles, their disciples, and the prophets he engaged with before them. That commandment reads, ““Love one another. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good.” (Romans 12:9) It is paramount to remember that Christ knows all and sees all. We must look inside and cleanse ourselves of the impurities that prevent persistent conscious contact with Him.

“Hate evil, you who love the LORD, who watches over the souls of His faithful; He saves them from the hand of the wicked.”
---Psalm 97:10

CHRIST RETURNITH. CHRIST TRASLATES FROM BEAST TO YEAST

Author: Erik Gagnon - Managing Partner, Chi Rho Consulting

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Even Family Will Betray You

7/21/2023

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“So Samson’s wife wept in front of him and said, “You only hate me, and you do not love me; you have proposed a riddle to the sons of my people, and have not told it to me.” And he said to her, “Behold, I have not told it to my father or mother; so should I tell you?” However she wept before him for seven days while their feast lasted. And on the seventh day he told her because she pressed him so hard. She then told the riddle to the sons of her people.”
---Judges 14:16-17

On Thanksgiving Day of 2018, Christ sounded the Clarion Call. He gave an audible signal to His faithful and His true that demons are advancing and that the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse were preparing to take wing. In a very real sense, Gabriel blew his horn.

Deep-space sonar stations around the world received this signal weeks later. The signal defied physics and baffled the world’s top scientists and astronomers. Reports of the signal were largely, and deliberately, ignored by the media and by political leaders. Idolators that long ago abandoned Christ’s commands buried the story so as not to alarm the public and pressed forward with their unholy agendas as if nothing happened. (Ezekiel 28:2-5)

Christ warned that the days ahead will offer an “Abomination of Desolation”. (Matthew 24:15). He warned that men and women that have succumbed to demons will attempt to deceive His faithful about His arrival: “Then if anyone says to you, ‘Behold, here is the Christ,’ or ‘He is over here,’ do not believe him.” (Matthew 24:23) He also warned that His faithful and His true will suffer through tribulations unlike any before.

Many of these tribulations will come through friends, family, and loved ones. As Christ reveals, “brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; and children will rise up against parents and cause them to be put to death.” (Matthew 10:21-22). True sons and second sons of Israel will be hated by men and women who succumbed to Satan. They shall covet us and attempt to drag us down with them.

It has been this way since the fall of man. Alon and Best (known as Cain and Abel within modern scriptural translations) were the first two progeny of Adam and Only (known within modern scriptural translations as Adam and Eve), and Alon murdered Best out of jealousy and spite. Weak people surrender to Satan when they are denied their way. They listen to his lies and become covetous in their ambitions.

In his second letter to Timothy, the Apostle Paul warned of the evils that would plague the world in the last days: “For people will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, slanderers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of Christ.” (2 Timothy 3:2-4). He also warned that those who have forsaken Christ would put on false fronts and deceive those within their circles of their intentions.

We often turn a blind eye to the men and women in our lives for whom we have had affection. We see them for whom we wish them to be rather than whom they are. In the days to come, it is important to take a step back and evaluate our relationships and hold our loved ones to account.

It is far better to cut cancerous people out of our lives than to allow the relationships to metastasize and affect our being. As Paul wrote, “For what business of mine is it to judge outsiders? Do you not judge those who are within the church? But those who are outside, Christ judges. Remove the evil person from among yourselves.”

Though prayer and meditation, Christ will reveal the merit of your relationships if you ask Him. As the Apostle Paul noted, there is no hope for men and women that oppose truth and allow depravity to occupy their thoughts. (2 Timothy 3:8-9) Viewed with an objective lens, their foolishness is obvious.

“A good name is to be more desired than great wealth;
Favor is better than silver and gold.
The rich and the poor have a common bond,
The Lord is the Maker of them all.”
---Revelations 22:1-2

CHRIST TRANSLATES FROM BEAST TO YEAST. CHRIST RETURNITH.

Author: Erik Gagnon - Managing Partner, Chi Rho Consulting

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